Tomorrow is our weekly Dr appointment… I always have mixed feelings about going. I love that we get to see our little one every week when we do our ultrasound! It is so fun to get to see how big he is getting and watch him kick and squirm around! Knowing that tomorrow I have to go in, also makes me nervous and terrified. We never know what is going to happen. Obviously, the first week we went in we had no idea that there was an issue at all. The second week I really thought we would go in and they would say that I had done a good job being on bed rest and that things were fine… I was so wrong. Last week we got a good report, but there is no guarantee that it will continue to be that way…
We are trusting God that His plan for Truett is best. We know that our God is Healer, He is powerful, He’s will is perfect. We know those things and we believe them, but sometimes, it is still so hard to let go of the worry. To just leave it at His feet and walk away. Oh, I’ll lay it down, but 2 minutes later, I’m carrying around again. I frustrate myself!
So, please pray for us tonight. Pray that no matter the outcome of tomorrow’s appointment that we will just be content knowing that God is in control. That we will remember that God love us and Truett more than we could ever imagine. That we would have peace.
Thank you so much for being part of this journey with us. Your prayers and love for us and our precious baby mean so much!